Friday, May 9, 2008

This msg is specially going out to Eepin and Wanjie
If your dont believe that I didnt spread anything about your,
and listen to Vanessa's nonsense,
I dont care
Hate me if you want,
Ignore me if your want
Hack care me if your want
But I odnt have to prove anything as long as my conscience is clear
Still want me to think of a way to prove my innocence
Fuck whats your problem?
Its your problem not to believe not mine
So is it worth to kill some brain cells to think
No!Its obviously a no!
Your dont even know who to believe
Choosing to believe someone strongly against me
I shan't force you to believe me
But since your decide to believe her
Dont come to me crying when your regret what you did
Especially if she backstabs your
I hate it when I accused of doing something which I didnt
Whats worse is that people spread untrue things about me
And calling me a BACKSTABBER when I not
Its the person who told your I'm one is the real backstabber

It took me 5 months to get spurred on what 'good' friends I have
But its not too late to turn back
Rather than believe me,
they put their trust to someone who hates me, who is agianst me
Friendship without trust is equivilent to no friendship
I would rather have no friends than to have 'friends' like some people
Even siding the real backstabber

The greatest regret I have was Knowing you

And even making friends with your

Why am I so blind to choose such frineds

Thinking that I cant survive without your
Your try to ignore me to get what your want
But I dont care from now cos I no longer consider your my friends
The times we had could never be brought back
Never will it happen again
We are being seperated by trust
By deciding to believe that person
I now realised that your have lost my trust
Never am I going to believe in your again

If that person says that I'm a girl
My funeral is tonight
Go and believe her all you want
I dont give buout your now
Wait till the day she does the same thing to your
Breaking up your friendship with others

This thing doesnt affect me much
So why the fuck am I caring so much
I'm gonna treat your as dust from today onwards
Pretending I dont know your for the rest of my life

Running away is definitely not a solution
I still have to see your god damned faces everyday
Now that the 'mask' is revealed
I can see your true colours
I know my face is also god damned
and made of clay to some people
But I dont give a fuck to it
I like myself the way I am
Cannot arh?

Still say what I bring gang to settle this
Why to fuck would I do this?
I'm not those kind of fucked up people
Getting people involve in PERSONAL FEUD
Time is precious
Therefore why wolud I waste people's time on some stupid things
Some things that I could close both eyes on

I have friends which are not like your
Not so bitchy not so petty
And they trust me
Unlike some people who are big IDIOTS
Even I dont see them as often
But our bonding is still close
Unbreakable no matter how people wants to break it
Unlike this 'One night stand' with Eepin and Wanjie
Its your problem not to believe
Not mine
So why do I have to care so much?


Its time your suffer some betrayal
Just wait and see
Wait till someone betrays you
Wait till someone backstabs you
You will feel what I'm feeling now
But JUST much more deeper
Much more painful tan what I'm feeling
Unless you dont give a shit about it
Unless it doenst change a tiny shit of your life
Then its okay
Just wait for the day to come
And there will be a show of guilt,sorrow and remorse...